Hi helen, im sorry that you have been sick on top of the attacks. Was to go to cardio today but too much pain to get there. Left to my own to get everywhere! Sometimes a go & sometimes a no! Do you ever feel like everyone is so sick of you? I can feel that happening with my husb, he wont say but it hurts me so bad if the matyress even wiggles & ithought something is wrong with our bed bc it wiggles if he scratches his nose. Said i complain too much, & later that the bed is how it is so get over it. It hurts me but afraid to sleep away bc of division!! Not a grand idea after 3 decades & idk what to do but keep doing the same! Ugh, sorry for the rant.... it makes mme sad.