I`ve decided to go ahead with this procedure, I`m in so much pain at the moment and I`m desperate for some relief.
I am so worried that this decision will be a huge mistake, but I won`t know untill I`ve tried it!
I have complete trust in my neurosurgeon, and I know that he will act in my best interest. He`s the only one that I`ve ever consulted who KNOWS about AA, and the pain it can cause.
I`m booked for the 1st of July, so please pray that it will do something to this hell I`m going through at the moment.
I`ve never had it so bad before, and I`m so scared!
Elizabeth